getting to know – (10) making changes

In my last post i was writing about the resistances i had when realising, what is was, that was keeping me away. So, there i have resistances to change. Its obvious for me that changes are needed to make an world wich is best for all life.

When i tell myself i want to write, i often get back to my habbits like playing games or surfing alot of on the world wide web. It chuckles me, that i can always find excuses to not write myself out.

So for the change i make, i ask myself: What to change first?

As the world i see is running to an confrontation for greed and lust for power, whole nations are tumbling down. And, when a whole nation is tumbling down, what is the consequences that will effect everyone? What is it?

The answer is quite obvious – the race of ressources, the race for domination and the race for energy is clearly getting into deep pulsations, wherein tehre will be a small time-lap where confusing will lead to some more tricky self destruction. Sabotaging oneself.

Making change does imply, to realy get rid or at least stop the habbits and the dishonesty towards oneself and others. For makeing changes it needs to look into a new view of life, an point of no return. So, there is see my fear rising up aggain. Fearing of no return, fearing of not coming back aggain.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear myself for chaning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to drive my fear based on the thought of „not coming back aggain“. I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for thinking, that „not coming back“ is a reason not to change.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to let that one point determine my decision „to not want to change“.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not do the self forgivnes required to clear that fear up. I commit and correct myself to confince myself that fearing of not wanting to change will never create the oppertunity to actually change. Therefore i realise that changing will need self forgivenes, as this point of fear, can come up every second i do not take this process seriously enough.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for judging myself for not taking the process of self realisation seriously enough.

I commit myself to take one step further of creating a daily basis of writing self forgivnes and/or investigation into myself and the world i live in.

For the time beeing, i suggest you taking your time and try the desteniiprocess-lite course.